Emotional love

New

2009-06-07T13:44:00.000-07:00

New love Same crush Same feeling Same rejection Different Girl =[

2008-09-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

You hate me
i hate me to
i cant ******* stand me
life cant get any better
so this is my suicide letter

life's a game and i lost at birth
now i walking alone on this earth
my life's a curse
so i just curse
cuz it just hurts
and now I'm out
i shout
and say I'm so full of doubt
at such a young age
I'm full of rage
lock me up
throw me in a cage
its the only way
todays the day
i do something stupid
like get this razor blade
and end all the pain
cut up the vein
now I'm bloody
look at me
i cant even walk straight
and to this very date
you were my only soul mate
but now ur gone
so here i go
down below
i don't even know
what to do

so just end it all

I Love You! =C

2008-08-03T10:03:00.001-07:00

I never really knew youYou were just another friendBut when I got to know you,I let my heart unbend.I couldn't help past memoriesthat would only make me cryI had to forget my first loveand give love another trySo I've fallen in love with youand I'll never let you goI love you more than anyoneI just had to let you knowAnd if you ever wonder whyI don't know what I'll sayBut I'll never stop loving youeach and every dayMy feelings for you will never changeJust know my feelings are trueJust remember one thingI Love You!
hmms ..Its hard to be happy knowing that you could be mine but your not
I cannot make you love me if you dont. And I dont want to

2008-07-30T09:47:00.001-07:00

The very next day wasn't so brightI thought the nightmare was overBut it was just hiding out of sight Thundering sounds and blinks of lightThe clouds came in covering my eyesRain drops poured and ran across my faceIt continued and continued like a never ending stormEvery second I wondered when it would endAnd maybe someday I'll hear those words againI never meant to shatter your heartJust another gloomy day for my eternal departThose words I never meant but you took it soI grieve and forgive to make you smileThe words of the past were an honest mistakeMaybe someday I'll receive another commitment.

Remember This?? i hope eu do

2008-07-23T09:43:00.000-07:00

Our love is lost,our love is dead it starts to sinkin my head as i shed one last tear for the year i look in the mirror i see a mistake i look at you picture i see perfection am i really suppose to feel this way? you look in the mirror you see perfection you look at my picture you see a mistakewhats the difference our love is lost our love is deadi can't believe, i believed what you said..

Brokened But Stronger =pp

2008-07-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

So you broke my heart yet again, something you said you wouldn't do....It has been a year since the last and now its happening again.Secretly deep down in my heart, I knew that you hadn't changed - you didn't feel the love I felt towards you. To you, those was just words - to me they were my feelings.Making excuses to end the relationship, to run off into the night clutching your clothes,To never see me again, never allow us to talk? I don't need this right now.We spoke of a future with family and kids.Now nothing? My heart weaps, it is broken in so many places.. I'm down and feel like i'm being kicked into a hole - the world has eaten me alive.But your not going to keep me down, i'm going to rise again to be the figure I once was - the person you supposedly fell in love with. I'm going to be bigger and stronger than before. Show the world that no matter how bad a situation can be -_= I can always pull through it.And now, everytime I think of us and what we had.. you know what I think?Without you the stars don't shine as bright - but who needs stars when I have the damn moon!? -_=