Wednesday, July 23, 2008
So you broke my heart yet again, something you said you wouldn't do....It has been a year since the last and now its happening again.Secretly deep down in my heart, I knew that you hadn't changed - you didn't feel the love I felt towards you. To you, those was just words - to me they were my feelings.Making excuses to end the relationship, to run off into the night clutching your clothes,To never see me again, never allow us to talk? I don't need this right now.We spoke of a future with family and kids.Now nothing? My heart weaps, it is broken in so many places.. I'm down and feel like i'm being kicked into a hole - the world has eaten me alive.But your not going to keep me down, i'm going to rise again to be the figure I once was - the person you supposedly fell in love with. I'm going to be bigger and stronger than before. Show the world that no matter how bad a situation can be -_= I can always pull through it.And now, everytime I think of us and what we had.. you know what I think?Without you the stars don't shine as bright - but who needs stars when I have the damn moon!? -_=
STay StR0ng ;